Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Yesterday When I was Young

In 2009 I exclaimed this to the world. Not one utterance about my former life until today and that is because last night I dreamed that my ex-husband had not come home the night before and it was 6 am the following morning. I was going to wait for him to come home before I showered for work. Then in a panic I took a shower. When I got out of the shower he was crawling into bed. I asked him where he had been and he said he had stayed with Jennifer McGooGoo. Then I asked if he slept with her and he made an odd gesture with his head and said yes. I slapped his stomach and I told him I was leaving. He said good because he couldn't take it anymore. I stopped and said really? And he went into detail about how poor our marriage was and asked me how long I thought it would last and I said I hoped it would last forever. We hugged and said we loved each other. Then I woke up.

I don't know what triggered these thoughts into my subconscious. The feeling and emotion in the dream was so strong and I could feel the hurt rolling through my body. I was glad to awake and find it was a dream and that I wasn't reliving something I've tried so hard to put behind me.

Stupid dreams.

**The title of this post has nothing to do with the content**

6 comments:

Heff said...

I always dream of having sex hanging from light fixtures, the top of the 'fridge, etc.

I'm funny that way.

Red Shoes said...

We often don't have control of what runs subconsciously through our minds... especially when we sleep.

Some past relationships are difficult to process out of our systems...

You will be ok...

Hmmm... that is some serious light fixture there, Heff... I've done counter tops and washing machine tops however...

:oD

~shoes~

UBERMOUTH said...

You just need to do some fabulous things in November to create new memories. :)

Memphis Steve said...

I'm having dreams about my father, who died, and you are dreaming about a painful event with your ex-husband. I think we are both stressed.

Dr. Kenneth Noisewater said...

I have had exes that have dreams where I'm just like that guy, cheating and acting like it's no big deal.

I wish I was the pimp I was in other chicks' dreams.

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