Monday, February 13, 2012

Stoopit Cupit

Upon my arrival to work this morning I found this typed letter on my desk. It was under my desk calendar:

Dear Kimberly,

I'm sorry I haven't talked to you in so long. I feel I've been lost, no bearings, no compass. I kept crashing into things, a little crazy, I guess. I've never been lost before. You were my true North. I could always steer for home when you were my home. Forgive me for being so angry when you left. I still think some mistake's been made and I waiting for God to take it back but I am doing better now. The work helps. Most of all you help me. You came into my dream last night with that smile that always held me like a lover, rocked me like a child. All I remember from the dream is a feeling of peace. I woke up with that feeling and tried to keep it alive as long as I could.

I'm writing to tell you that I'm on a journey toward that peace and to tell you I'm sorry about so many things. I'm sorry I didn't take better care of you so you never spent a minute being cold or scared or sick. I'm sorry I didn't try harder to find the words to tell you what I was feeling. I'm sorry I never fixed the screen door. I fixed it now. I'm sorry I ever fought with you. I'm sorry I didn't apologize more. I was too proud. I'm sorry I didn't bring you more compliments on everything you wore and every way you fixed your hair. I'm sorry I didn't hold on to you with so much strength that even God couldn't pull you away.


All my love,
Your Secret Admirer


I know what you all are thinking - it wasn't from Nikki Sixx. He's in Vegas. No shock to find it since we are in the season of Cupid, but honestly, if anyone ever in their life felt this way about me, just ME and could tell me to my face I believe it would be that moment I've been waiting for all my life other than Publisher's Clearing House knocking on the front door announcing I was the grand prize winner.

19 comments:

Red Shoes said...

Fear is a great over-riding obstacle... fear of rejection... fear of being belittled.

It paralyzes most of us...

~shoes~

JLee said...

wow. Red Shoes is right. Fear paralyzes people into not being able to say what they really want to say.

KittyCat said...

Wow is right. What a great compliment.
I would Just die not knowing who it came from.
Do you have an idea?

UBERMOUTH said...

STALKER!

Heff said...

I knew it wasn't Nikki Sixx.

HE COULDN'T FIX A SCREEN DOOR.

Kimberly said...

Red Shoes - do you think I would belittle anyone?

JLee - But if they don't come forward how will I ever know?

Kitty - not the slighest but am guessing since it was typed - they thought I would recognize the handwriting.

Uberbitch - you're a STALKER.

Heff - jealous....oooohhhh jealous.

Kimberly said...

Heff - when you have $$$ you can pay someone to do it!

Shelly Rayedeane said...

Wow. Apparently someone was so paralyzed by fear that they couldn't even come up with their own authentic words to tell you how they felt.

Some of those words are actually copied from someone else.

If ya don't believe me, Google it stupid cupid.

UBERMOUTH said...

So I've heard! :)[although, to be honest, I am far too lazy...]

Heff said...

Shelly Rayedeane - Jealous Much ?

Shelly Rayedeane said...

Heff...are you stupid much?

Settle for half of what you want, and become half of who you are.

Seek in others what you can't do yourself, and you will never learn what you're truly capable of.

You deserve to be loved Kim.

And those are some AUTHENTIC WORDS from me to you.

And I didn't even have to copy them from somebody else to be able to say them.

Happy Valentine's Day.

Kimberly said...

Shelly - I am loved regardless if some placed a copied letter from the internet on my desk. I don't care who put it there or why it was put there. I don't care if the person never comes foward. It was a sweet gesture & gave me a blog post for the day.

Heffery - are you being U.G.L.Y?

Heff said...

Shelly, suck HALF OF WHAT I'VE GOT while you hold the other half, and swallow ALL OF IT.

You deserve to be defiled facially, Shelly.

And those are some AUTHENTIC WORDS from Heff to you.

And I didn't even have to copy them from somebody else to be able to say them.

BamaTrav said...

Damn, please give that man/woman his/her balls back. Ballzak. Did someone say, "cake?"

Kimberly said...

Travis - long time no see. I thought you said blogger was dying & all of us bloggers only blogged about how pathetic our lives were...

Shelly Rayedeane said...

Awww.

I'm so sorry youre extreme negativity doesn't affect me anymore Heff, and I even have an unhacked cell phone now, which is nice too....

courtesy of people who aren't associated with dirtbags like the scum known as you.

Heff said...

Check your phone again, Shelly.

I JUST HACKED IT.

Shelly Rayedeane said...

Yes Heff, you really are stupid.

Now you're being watched by the FBI.

Happy St. Patricks Day....

dipshit.

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